11:35 Sunday, October 10 2005
falling apart
I'm not sure what is going on, but my back is worse today than yesterday, and yesterday was pretty damn bad. And to top it off, now my left shoulder & neck region hurt too. But the pain in the base of spine remains elusive. First its there, sending me into agony, and then a few minutes later its gone. The best part is when i'm walking and out of nowhere it returns as these horrific muscle spasms. I'm getting tempted to ask the boy to start walking on my spine in the hopes that it helps.